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Bullet - Hollywood Undead

Posted by Burumun on September 29, 2012 at 2:55 PM Comments comments (0)

My legs are dangling off the edge

The bottom of a bottle is my only friend

I think I'll slit my wrists again

And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

 

My legs are dangling off the edge

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

I'll put a bullet in my head

And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

 

Gone too far, yeah I'm gone again

It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends

I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends

One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin

 

I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top

I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off

Asphalt to me has never looked so soft

I bet my mama found my letter, now she's calling the cops

 

I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it

'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance

Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent

'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is

 

I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife

But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice

I never bought a suit before in my life

But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice

 

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow

Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow

 

My legs are dangling off the edge

The bottom of a bottle is my only friend

I think I'll slit my wrists again

And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

 

My legs are dangling off the edge

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

I'll put a bullet in my head

And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

 

We hit the sky, there goes the light

No more sun, why's it always night?

When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream

When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?

 

We feel a little pity but don't empathize

The old are getting older, watch a young man die

A mother and a son and someone you know

Smile at each other and realize you don't

 

You don't know what happened to that kid you raised

What happened to the father who swore he'd stay?

I didn't know 'cause you didn't say

Now mama feels guilt, yeah mama feels pain

 

When you were young you never thought you'd die

Found that you could but too scared to try

You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye

Climb to the roof to see if you could fly

 

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow

Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow

 

My legs are dangling off the edge

The bottom of a bottle is my only friend

I think I'll slit my wrists again

And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

 

My legs are dangling off the edge

A stomach full of pills didn't work again

I'll put a bullet in my head

And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

 

I wish that I could fly

Way up in the sky

Like a bird so high

Oh, I might just try

 

I wish that I could fly

Way up in the sky

Like a bird so high

Oh, I might just try

 

Oh, I might just try

Circles - Hollywood Undead

Posted by Burumun on September 29, 2012 at 2:50 PM Comments comments (0)

Take my hand lets go,

Somewhere we can rest our souls.

We'll sit where it's warm,

You say look we're here alone.

 

I was running in circles,

I hurt myself,

Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,

I didn't deserve this,

But to me you were perfect.

 

I'm scattered through this life.

If this is life I'll say good bye.

She's gone like an angel,

With wings let me burn tonight.

 

I was running in circles,

I hurt myself,

Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,

I didn't deserve this,

But to me you were perfect.

 

I see me writing on this paper.

Praying for some savior.

Wishing to intake her and save her.

In a world so, so godless, so thoughtless,

I don’t know how we wrought this,

 

All the love that you brought us.

It feels like I'm killing myself.

Just wheeling myself.

Just to pray for some help.

 

I'd give it all just to have,

Have your eternity.

Cause it's all that assures me.

It's worth all that hurts me.

 

I'd give you my heart,

And let you just hold it.

I'd give you my soul,

But I already sold it.

 

On that day,

That day I walked away in December.

I will always remember.

I'll regret it forever.

 

I remember brown eyes,

So sad and blue skies.

Turned to darkness and night.

I'm so sick of the fight.

 

I won't breathe unless you breathe,

Won't bleed unless you bleed.

Won't be unless you be,

‘Till I'm gone and I can sleep.

 

I was running in circles,

I hurt myself,

Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,

I didn't deserve this,

But to me you were perfect.

 

I was running in circles,

I hurt myself,

Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,

I didn't deserve this,

But to me you were perfect.

 

I've gone away,

Seen better times in yesterday

(I hurt myself).

It's hard to say,

That everything will be okay

(I hurt myself).

 

I've gone away,

Seen better times in yesterday

(I hurt myself).

It's hard to say,

That everything will be okay

(I hurt myself)

Easier to Run - Linkin Park

Posted by Burumun on September 29, 2012 at 2:50 PM Comments comments (0)

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something numb

It's so much easier to go

Than face all this pain here all alone

 

Something has been taken from deep inside of me

The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see

Wounds so deep they never show they never go away

Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

 

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)

(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)

(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)

(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)

(I would take all my shame to the grave)

 

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something numb

It's so much easier to go

Than face all this pain here all alone

 

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past

Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have

Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back

And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

 

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)

(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)

(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)

(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)

(I would take all my shame to the grave)

 

Just washing it aside

All of the helplessness inside

Pretending I don't feel misplaced

It's so much simpler than change

 

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something numb

It's so much easier to go

Than face all this pain here all alone

 

It's easier to run

 

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made)

 

It's easier to go

 

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)

(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)

(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Hooked

Posted by Burumun on June 27, 2012 at 11:25 PM Comments comments (0)

"I want to hear

I want to see

I want to feel what you're feeling for me


When I look at you

When you hold my hand

I want you to make me understand

Tell me baby

What's got me hooked on you?

Tell me baby

What's got me hooked on you"


Lookin at you from across the room

Typical schoolgirl

Our eyes would lock and I'd start to swoon

Babe you made my head whirl


I had my friends and you had yours

Tryin to find the other out

Oh baby

In my head school days repeat themselves

But you never tell me


"          "


Ty to follow you, babe I'm calling you

Sometimes you don't reply

You reassure me, you say don't worry

But still, I wonder why


You can't express, but you say you love me

How do you even know you know

Honey

It's not that I think you don't really mean it

But you got nothing to show me


"          "


I want you to say to me

Everything you feel

I want you to make me see

All that you say is real

Baby can't you try

Just a little

The romance we want, you know

I'll go

Wherever you go

Just help me know


"          "


And even though I'll never know why

I love you


"          "



-Burumun

Testing

Posted by Burumun on May 28, 2012 at 9:15 PM Comments comments (0)

Strange revelations

A string of hearts

Arrows shoot

Like falling apples to the ground

Some may fail

Others prevail

You cannot tell

Until your own is put to the test

And only then

Can you learn your true intentions

A test of the heart

Is a test to your soul

And your mind

And all the strength you have

When it fails you

There's no where left to go

Your heart is your home

-Burumun

Need

Posted by Burumun on May 15, 2012 at 3:05 AM Comments comments (0)

Who needs

the affection

the comittment

no one is willing to give

when the world falls around you

when your own heart gives way

when you slip deeper

into the darkness

the pit

of your complete desperation

when no one comes to pull you out

who needs

the sorrow

the pain

the dread and hopelessness

that come hand in hand

with a lack

of feeling

emotion

love

i need it



-Burumun

 

Cover Up

Posted by Burumun on April 3, 2012 at 2:50 PM Comments comments (0)

“I wanna be in love again

Find my knight in shinin armor

What if I said I think I found him

You may be my savior

 

Course I’m tryn hard to keep it to myself

Why should I tell my secrets to anybody else

Least of all you

 

Don’t know what to say

Baby its truth

Tryna keep it that way

 

Why say

What you don’t wanna hear

Just cause I feel this way

Don’t mean you’ll appear

 

Its all in my head

Not my heart

That’s what they’re tryin to tell me

Its tearin me apart

 

But still its not real

Im just a girl whos learnin

What its like to feel

 

But no

Im not gonna say

I feel this way”

 

Tryin hard to cover up

Aware of my feelins when your around

Feel like im naked in front of the crowd

But you wouldn’t know, you don’t have the eyes

To see me here, when to me it’s clear

 

“          “

 

Not gonna say I feel this way

Not gonna say I feel this way

 

Some days are harder than others

When I get the urge to touch your hand

And if I should slip out of my cover

Im prayin, maybe, baby, you’ll understand

 

“          “

 

 

-Burumun

Right Way

Posted by Burumun on April 3, 2012 at 2:50 PM Comments comments (0)

Go ahead, say what you want

Finally I know better

Soon you’ll say forget her

 

No way Imma go runnin back

To anyone, yah I know

I can feel better on my own

 

Both feet on the ground in front of me

My open future’s all that I can see

Turn my head and you’re nowhere in sight

 

He be fine and maybe he’s good, but

No way I’d be letting him try and cut

Me, I been cut too many times, alright

 

Been a long year, lotta lefts, lotta rights

But all I’d ever turn was wrong

Try’n a get back where I was before

Try’n a get where I belong

 

You left me alone with my feelins running

Burnin me up inside

Now when lookin back, they can say what they want

At least I know they’ll say I tried

 

Beat me down and left me on the floor

Not important anymore

Not to you, now not to me

I can say

 

I don’t care anymore, But I

I gotta come clean

Don’t know what you mean

 

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, cause I

Hear ‘em say it’s easy

But understand me

 

When I cry it’s just longer

Till the inevitable

I got it under control

Don’t tell me which way to go

I go on my own

 

Callin me crazy, but

No one I wanna trust

They all let me down, u know

I can feel better on my own

 

 

-Burumun

Feel

Posted by Burumun on March 1, 2012 at 1:55 PM Comments comments (1)

Lonely

 

Confused

 

Sorrow

 

Pain

 

Love lost

 

Life lost

 

Fate- who knows?

 

-Burumun

Blue Moon Rising

Posted by Burumun on February 18, 2012 at 7:35 PM Comments comments (0)

My form complete

In so short time

Hard to believe

From earth's dust

Rises blue moon

Shining above

Yet reaching below

Can't bring

No taking

Still desire beats

Inside the soul

And consumes

The mind to point

Of desperation

Find something to believe in

Or something that once was

Your life

Darkness takes hold

Desperation leaves your heart

Feeling uncertain

Nothing once thought

Now holds reason

Backtrack

Believe what once

Seemed untrue

So wanting now

Yet know reality

Is never what it seems

As time passes

So your life

Does fade as well

More than ever

I feel it now

 

 

 

-Burumun


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